Thursday, June 19, 2014

When I Woke Up This Morning (#love221 #GA221)



Posted on June 19, 2014 at the beginning of marriage deliberations at the 221st General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church (USA). 

When I woke up this morning, my mind was stayed on freedom. When I woke up this morning, I poured the coffee and put on the headphones and began to play songs that put my heart on freedom, especially the freedom to love.

When I woke up this morning, my mind was stayed on freedom—singing a movement song I learned from the SNCC freedom singers. I am singing that movement song for this new civil rights movement whose time has come.

When I woke up this morning, I put on my wedding ring, knowing that the bonds I celebrated and consecrated in a PCUSA church with my partner who happens to be a different gender than I am are strong bonds and will be even stronger if similar bonds may be celebrated and consecrated in a PCUSA church for sisters and brothers whose partners may be the same gender as they are.

When I woke up this morning, I put on my Pentecost clothes, flames of orange and yellow and red, the flaming fire of freedom for my queer—yes not just LGBT but also Q for queer—family.

When I woke up this morning, I was reminded by friends online that this day is Juneteenth, a day to celebrate the end of slavery for our African-American brothers and sisters, a day to celebrate the importance of freedom.

When I woke up this morning, I meditated on the marriage committee meetings where we spent much time making clear that we want to comfort and keep those conservative folks in our family that disagree with marriage equality, so that they might not leave our church if marriage equality passes at this assembly, and I also meditated on those LGBTQ Presbyterians who already left our church because they felt alienated and excluded and not sufficiently comforted or reconciled by the actions of previous assemblies.


When I woke up this morning to the Detroit rain then fog, I felt the misty night clear, so that we might cling to the day, for it is this day when we choose whether or not to walk in the light of More Light Presbyterians, to ride the winds of change and unfurl the rainbow flag among us, declaring that the loving bond is between two people, any two people who know and feel it to be true and from God, declaring that this bliss is the joy of being one in the mystery of Christ’s body and this love fills us with a foretaste of heaven.

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